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Thursday, May 31, 2007 11:13 AM
alrights, im here blogging once again. this few days cannot really sleep late. not sure why. sigh. slept at 1plus yesterday i think. sobs. so early. then wake up at 7am today. thinking if i should go expo for conference. kind of lazy and having aches. going to be sick soon le. =( wells, i think i'm going for the night session bahs. from 7pm til 10pm i think. lucky tomorrow econ's lecture cancelled. haha. wells, i'm guai ok? i'm studying econs now. heex. then doing tutorials and POM!! my dead subject. out of the six modules, i'm like failing each and everyone liao larhs! sniff..

so it is 11plus now! just ate a slice of cake. gosh. so fattening. yesterday i still went out to buy things to eat. actually wanted to buy mac! but then, is like i will be so damn full larhs. better not. maybe i should try not to eat at night. then wun feel so sleepy le. then i can go back to my lifestyle of sleeping at 4am. muahahha.

a few times, i thought of the things i did. and wondered if i did it wrongly. i'm not sure how long can i hang on. i just wish to stay at this point for a period of time. this sat is the breakthrough point. but i'm not sure if i'm goin for the service. building fund plegde day. on one hand, i'm still not sure whether to pledge, but on the other hand, this is the last ordeal that i need to pass through and i will grow more. but... there are just one thing..... that is holding me back..... sighhhh...

time is needed once again. to think of the plans that i'm going to have. perhaps, i will just concentrate on particular things in my life right now.

-taking everything step by step. because the future is unpretictable.-